Thursday, October 28, 2010

Mareka Tidak Lagi Menangis

hmm.not sure where and how to start.its been qiute long that i havent post anything that is "really-blog".okay jom start

finally im done with my IOC.sape nk notes2 qla silelahhh.colourful okayy =p
tapi things just dont go like what we wish it will be. dugaan Allah datang bila-bila aje.


i was damn freaking out waiting for my turn.heart beat dah tak betul since the day before.mood unstable since dapat berita that i minght have to bring forward my turn. tangan dah sejuk beku (hiperbola yes i know) since early in the morning. the climax part was my both hands get numbs. like serious punye.imagine that.penangan IOC punya pasal.

Alhamdullilah, my question wasnt that hard. TQ to Adha who are willingly to share his points the moment he passed his.Soalan sama.Nasib baik tanya.tulah orang kata "malu bertanya sesat jalan."

It went out pretty well except for the part where my hands get numb and i hardly able to even move a chair.Cikgu sangat baik where he pulled the chair for me.Qla try nak cover, konon macam tak ada apa-apa,tak rasa sakit but then cikgu perasan. So we waited for 5 minutes for the pain to slowly fade away. Sambil tu cikgu pesan suruh urut-urut tangan coz cikgu kata maybe darah terstuck kat mana2 or maybe sebab takut yang melampau + sejuk. idk.not yet a doctor.

then start the "recording".name, candidate number bla234.

THEN

something serious memalukan happened.so not gonna spill it here.malu. =p biarlah orang2 tertentu je yang tau.OMG.still cant accept it.apelah aqilah adnan nieeee

lalalalalalalalalalalallaalalalalalla.done.approximately 16 minutes.thank you Allah. u make things easier.

BUT THEN

TAPE ROSAK!!!!

fine mule-mule tak rasa apa-apa coz ingatkan terlajak reverse ke apa ke kan.but then like after almost 10 times cikgu rewind, the same thing happened.no sound at all! then mulalah air mata membasahi pipi.tak sengaja.tak nak pon nak nangis-nangis nie.penat dah nangis 2 kali the night before.plus tak nak lah nangis depan cikgu, MALUUUUU kot. tapi tu naturally happened. nasib cikgu sweet bagi tissue.wangi kot.opps*

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cikgu suruh repeat the next day.means i'll be the very last person for ioc.ok lah fine.balik bilik nak mengadu nasib kat mak and izzah. suddenly ade incoming calls.ingatkan ninie coz number die yg appeared.sekali dengar suara lelaki.err.banyangkn tengah nangis then on phone plk.dh lah suara tak berapa nak clear.couple of times jugaklah kene ulang ape yg qla nk ckp.then cikgu suruh repeat petang tu jugak.okaaay.

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time nk start record for the second time tu dh tak rasa ape dh.malas nak fikir.cakap je ape yg ade dalam kertas tu.tak de feeling dh nk oral-oral lagi.tapi ade lagi masalah yg tak disengajakan.qla terintroducekan diri dalam BM!. "nama saya nur aqilah adnan". then baru tersedar yang qla cakap dlm BM.seeeeeeee.everything just went wrong!! and qla dpt buat 14 min ++ jee.the first one is wayyyy better (nie cikgu yang cakap okay.bukannye perasan bagus).lepas habis tu cg pulak yang cakap die macam nak menangis.maybe sebab die sedih qla x boleh nak buat sebaik yang macam first trial kot.or maybe die rasa bersalah(idk). tapi qla tak terlintas pon nk salahkan sape-sape..

tapi lega sangat lepas ioc walaupun banyak drama yang berlaku. sesuaikan dengan tajuk sajak, MEREKA TIDAK LAGI MENANGIS.haaha.

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